blessings
blessings hi hi monday (9/20/21) I hung out with juice today. we grilled (and when I say we I mean he) hamburgers at his apartment. that was fun, he gave one to like every guy walking by haha it was funny. I had a guy from mutual over too and had fun hanging with him. tuesday (9/21/21) literally NOTHING happened today so yeah pretty boring wednesday (9/22/21) okay im gonna be real here. today was a rough day. I was very anxious and idk why I just kinda was. it was a long hard night. I couldnt stop shaking and crying. I was up so late because I couldnt sleep. I was up until like 2:30. juice called me and was kinda listening to me freak out and he was trying to help calm me down. he told me I need to sleep bc it was so late and I was like ik but I cannot sleep. he said "okay, then im gonna come over and give you a blessing, ill be there in 10 with my cousin". he came over with his cousin at literally 2 in the morning (I felt so bad) and gave me the sweetest blessi...