I am broke.

June 04, 2023

I am broke.

I kinda forgot I had this.. oops so I have lots to talk about! lucky you! so here is alllll the updates

nannying

I lost my nannying job and I feel like im going through a breakup. they didnt give me any warning and just told me they didnt need me 12 hours before my next shift. I didnt even get to say goodbye. so they screwed me over and im still upset about it.

so heres my last pictures with my kids who I will never see again.

I had some hair changes

so I dyed my hair darker again which I am obsessed with dying it dark so look how cute it was

hair

THEN I cut my hair.. my friend elayna was looking at my hair and was like Natalie it is so dead. so we cut it!

family

had lots of family time the last couple months. I am so thankful for my cute family and am thankful I have extended family close when im missing my immediate fam:)

me and grandma had a sleepover and hit wingers (and made grandpa jealous while he was out of town)

me and carolines fav game ever

kade drew me a cute picture

abe and klarissa were in town for so long! so fun to see them

kade wanted to play this game when grandma, Caroline, and I were playing quixx.. he brought it over and started setting it up and grandma said "oh nooo" hahaha it was so funny

me and grandma got grandpa on quixx.. grandma got the worlds worst score the first game we played

American idol watching with out HUGE individual bowls of popcorn (thanks grandpa) 😎

I got to put grandmas stye thing to use again!😍😍

spray tan

I got a spray tan and I have never felt prettier, unfortunately it is gone now but it was the best week ever

so hot😍😍😍😍

dating

I got this dude to drive from st George to go out with me (he had other people to see here too but I like to say im the only reason) im so irresistible he drove 4 whole hours. but we hung out twice and then never saw him again ha so fun. I really liked him but he's not over his ex! heres a picture anyways

I went on the cutest date ive ever gone on in my entire life. FIRST he BOUGHT ME FLOWERS. I have never gotten flowers so it was a huge moment for me. here are the flowers:

cute right?? okay anyways to get back onto the date. we went and got chick fil a (my fav) then the plan was we were going to have a picnic buuuut it started raining. so we ate in the car! AND HE LIKES HARRY STYLES so we listened to harry. that is the biggest green flag 😍

thennn it stopped raining for a little and we ran out into the field and sat on his picnic blanket. then I got really cold so he ran back to his car and grabbed another blanket for me (this man was prepared) THEN he was telling me he loves the movie la la land bc he loves the music and he can play it on the piano. so he turned on the la la land piano song ('Mia & Sebastian's Theme' if you didnt know what im talking about) turn that song on and picture this now like you're watching a movie hahahahah..

he turns that song on his phone and stands up AND ASKS ME TO DANCE and we danced in this huge field and then it started raining and ah it was so cute. like a movie scene.

anywaysss I never saw that guy again unfortunately HAHA he never asked me out again.. I guess my dancing skills weren't up to his standard

new job (ish)

I became a substitute teacher.. I got to play teacher for like 2 weeks to get money. honestly it was so fun.

I subbed for kindergarten (2 times), 1st grade, 3rd grade, 5th grade, and 6th grade. out of all those the 1st grade class was the best.

kindergarten is crazzyyyy it was insane. pure chaos. I thought it was so funny tho

6th graders were taller than me, they scared me hahahaha.

one class had a student teacher so I literally just sat there, it was weird idk why I had to be there but hey I got paid for it

friends

lots of fun things the last couple months so heres the highlights:

heart attacked the bishop with my friends for a relief society activity.. (grandma stop reading this part hahahaha) my friend accidentally dropped a bunch of the hearts and she accidentally said sh*t! and the bishop has a ring doorbell so he can watch that back hahahah oops

^that exact moment

had lots of Ellie time! I love her!

airdrop isn't our friend sometimes^

bowling.. Sarah, Riley and I went bowling (we can say that really loosely bc me and Sarah didnt actually wanna bowl we have #nomoney so Riley bowled and we watched 😃)

^this is Riley watching a good bowl to get "inspiration" before his next turn

went to a wedding with some friends:

went to a bonfire in the sand dunes that was so fun.

the sky was incredible on the drive down so we had to pull over and take some pictures:

other random friend pictures...

did some powerpoint presentations:

more Sarah

my friend briegan from back home goes to byui but she came to provo and came to see me

me and elayna went to the movie night at the byu football stadium

me and liv people watched off our balcony one night

I stayed at this condo in solitude with Adam and his old mission companion.. it was really pretty it wasn't the best time tho hahah you can text me if you want details I dont need to post about it all. BUT WE SAW THE GUY WHO PLAYS OLAF

^this is Adam trying to draw a tree. I showed him something Luke just drew after and he put his notebook away hahahahaha

Emma graduating

so the high school does a live stream of the graduation and I didnt want to watch the whole thing so I texted Luke and Logan to text me a little before Emma walks so I can get on and watch, and they say okay. later I get this text: